Saturday, April 7, 2001

baby wru// i just got your note.. are you ok// what happened// call me asap. im worried... i love you.

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Saturday, April 7, 2001

DAMN INSOMIA.. GIVE ME SOME SLEEEEEEPPP X.X

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Thursday, April 5, 2001

I LOVE SUNGHOON XD he's just too pretty and i love his voice and hes has the bestest hair and he has a gorgeous boyfriend. XD XD

anyway, im singing at the top of the lungs cos its 9am and im up already because i have to friggin go to the japanese embassy to apply for miy visa so i could spent 5 whole weeks there, away from my parents and id be speaking all the japanese i want and eating all the oyakudon i can and listen to all the jrock i can and watch all the concerts and be one with the japanese.... phew.... XD

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Wednesday, April 4, 2001

i was watching ''toro''/''live show'' earlier, which is a local porn movie about whores pimps and basically how miserable and how hard a life they live. it was slow and dragging and i didnt enjoy it a bit. i think ''balahibong pusa'' is still the bestest. XD that one had a story and a great ending XD

im pissed cos i cant figure out my cable modem. the IP configuration is all wrong. but when i ''RELEASE'' it, it doesnt become 0.0.0.0 and i cant ''RENEW'' it either 0.o fuck. damn... i wanna go online and order that shinhwa concert video alreadyyyyyy... 0.0

i wanna play counterstrike too. i hope i can play tonight XD i havent played with my brother in AGES, and yesterday they left without me ;.; fuckers... anyway i downloaded the hakkinen and schumacher screensavers XD XD XD XD wahahha i love them... about time i used a screensaver...cos i dont use screensavers [poor monitor, i know]...

damn its only been a week and i feel that i should archive already. how long does my blog load for you guys anyways 0.o// huh/// 1 minute// xD XD lol nevermind....

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Wednesday, April 4, 2001

waaaah home alone again. this is getting really boring. I WANNA GO OUT XP I WANNA GO OUT XP I WANNA GO OUT XP I WANNA GO OUT XPPPPPPP ... i wish i had my drivers license already and i was great at parking so i could go out everydy and i wouldnt be friggin stuck in this house anymore T.T

but casa, my bestfriend, is dropping by again. =T i guess thats good company. shes gonna bring TORO as well... XD its filipino porn hahah it should be a fun afternoon... yesterday she came here and we ended up watching center stage, which was a nice movie, mind you.

i took up ballet for five years when i was young. but i never reached the advanced level and whatever flexibility and grace i had then is gone now XD whaahahha. but i did think it was a waste of money. i mean, i was NEVER into it. like maureen, in the movie, it was my moms dream because SHE wanted to be a bellerina and a great dancer when she grew up. but i never did. i wanted to take up taekwondo and other martial arts but she forced me to just do ballet. when i was grade 3 and decided i had to run my own life, i walked out in one of my ballet classes and refused to attend any anymore. sometimes i wish i got into ballet so id be good in ANY physical skill... and id probably be fit if i continued ballet. XD but nooooooononononono no no nonoo. =T i dont want to be flatchested whahahaah....

i remember wanting to go into gymnastics. those balanced beam tricks are sooooo COOL XD i like watching the olympics and all that crap in the sports channel...

another spor i wanted to get into was ICE HOCKEY.. thanks to the mighty ducks [esp. to mike vitar and vincent larusso XD] for the inspiration but i really thought ice hockey was the sport for me. i loved ice skating and i loved being brutal with my cousins XD XD XD anyway it was cool hahah. here i go again.... -.-

i couldnt get on aim today cos my internet is fucked up and i cant connect anywhere -whacks cable modem- stupid modem =T.....oh good... its not sunny and scorching hot outside. i can go smoke before casa arrives. XD XD XD WEST ICE RULEZ

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Wednesday, April 4, 2001

im listening to the shinhwa live cd right now... the friggin mp3s are badly recorded and are skipping =T grrr... but anyway, ive no plans of getting the actual cd. -.-;; i bought the video though. videos are much much better than cds XD XD XD pictures are much much better than sounds mwhahahaaha. that applies to almost anything ;p

anyway, i was watching the 6th volume of trigun earlier and i cant help but be addicted to the video even more... -.-;; waah, i swear i wanna see the whole thing. i wanna buy the whole thing till the end. how many episodes are there anyways// .... 0.0 my oor pocket... i counted my money ryt now and found out i only had 12,000 pesos. thats my whole life savings guys -.-;;; aigoo.. what the hell will i bring to japan 0.o i need more money T.T i hope dad gives me a BIG allowance so i can go shopping in japan XD XD well, i think a japan trip is cheaper than a BIG debutant party. he wanted one in shangri-la and i bet that would reach up to 500,000 pesos or something 0.0 my ticket to and fro jap and my delegation fee is less that 100,000 and i dont think ill be spending 400,000 to shop [ohh but i bet i could XD XD XD]

gaah... im so poor. ;.;

but anyway, i was flipping through the channels and i saw this thingie called M2W [movies to watch] ehehe... and i got to see new movies. i think theyre new... i dunno, im not updated -.-;; but i bet ralph wants to watch ORIGINAL SIN -- his ultimate absolute favourite actress is in it. ;p me, i wanna watch SOMEONE LIKE YOU. it looks like a really..... funny love story 0.o haha i swear. ill probably like it a lot. maybe not THAT much to cry over it though haha ;p

i got to talk to dav yesterday -pounce-glomp- XD hes funnie XD i gotta add his blog to my links soon... -shiku shiku-

ughhh wheres ralph =T i hope hes having a great day... i hope i will too. -.-;

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Tuesday, April 3, 2001

i just felt like translating 0.o heres to a better translation.... -holds up her bottle of beer- XD

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SA 'YO
By: South Border
(Words & music by Jay Durias)

Ilang ulit kong sasabihin
Bigyan mo ng pansin ang puso ko
Di mo ba 'to nakikita
Masdan mo na nagmamakaawa

how many times do i have to tell you, please listen to my heart. cant you see, can't you feel it pleading...

Ikaw na nga ang hinahanap hanap
Lang ng puso't damdamin
Kailan ka magiging akin

i am sure that it is you who my emotions and my heart is longing for... when will you be mine...

Ilang ulit kong sasabihin
Dinggin mo ang sigaw ng puso ko
Kahit konting pagmamahal
Araw-araw kong ipinagdarasal

how many time do i still have to ask, to please listen to my heart beat for you... even for just a little piece of your love, i am praying for this each day of my life...

Dapat ko bang isipin
Na ika'y di magiging akin
Paano na ang puso ko
Umiiyak para sa iyo

should i even think about how you will never be mine// what about my broken heart// my heart's crying for you, my love...

Ikaw na nga ang hinahanap hanap
Lang ng puso't damdamin
Kailan ka magiging akin

i am sure that it is you who my emotions and my heart is longing for... when will you be mine...

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selene, south border is a filipino band XD arent they wonderful... my translations may be sucky... i know i know but its for the sake of those who cant understand filipino out there eheheh...

waah, chibi so what did you think of the kahit kailan song//

hrrmmm... yeah ill go to sleep now -- NO... ill go listen to more old songs i used to love... like 'saturday night' by suede, 'love fool' by the cardigans, 'sa iyo' by south border [the song above] and... lets see.... 'crestfallen' by smashing pumkins... =T

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Tuesday, April 3, 2001

UGHHHHH... i look at allies' blog for like... 5 minutes... then switch back to MY blog. and i cant help but think how SLOPPY my work is. it iss... it sucks -.-;; i wanna be better XD XD but if i spend more time in front of the computer id probably flab up instead of get fit 0.o;;; waaaah....hidoi...

oooh im hungry XD its almost 10am....wah ill just wait for lunch time -.-;; -REALLY going downstairs now to get some coffee-

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Tuesday, April 3, 2001

im looking at allie's blog 0.o http://aquavy.net/ its the bestest XD I LOVE ALLIE... waaaaiii i cant stop drooling at your new layout, its lovely XD XD just like gackt... hmmm ehehe im itching to do a gackt layout now. aigoo -.- maybe its tym to redesign and actually FINISH purachina. ahehe.

im still too lazy to cut up and htmlize the image i made for kuwami.net T.T waaah and dhtml is being a bitch too/ i understand all the functions used in dhtml... since i studied java and all the methods are the same -sort of. but when i edit them they dont workkkkkk hahahah ... hilarious -.-

wheres my coffee.... T.T

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Tuesday, April 3, 2001

waah... i woke up today and i couldnt move cos my whole body hurt 0.o well, only my arms...my legs are ok even though i did though torturous inner and outer thigh machines 0.0 i did the machines where you push the bar upwards so now i can barely bend my arms hahaha its hard to type yo XD but anyway...

ill go drink coffee now XD be back laterz-- =muah= aiii... all of a sudden im craving for the raspberry mocha kiss of seatle's best T.T hidoiiiiii why do the branches have to be so farrrrrrrr...theres not even a starbucks close by -.-''

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Monday, April 2, 2001

i went to the gym today. it was really fun -- since i was with my cousins XD wahaha there were a lot of guys XD but blech i hate buffed BUFFED men -.-;; sooooorryyyy ;p but anyways i ran on the threadmill for 15 minutes straight XD and ran for 5 minutes more.. which is actually breaking my oh-my-god-im-gonna-die-after-10-minutes-of-running condition. which is good news i guess.

anyway i finally told ralph how much i loved him but then he said he sort knew already -- actions speak louder than words. it was sort of frustrating having to keep thse strong emotions to myself for more than a week [upon realizing and admitting it to myself], and it feels so good to have ralph know how much i really do love him. even though sometimes it hurts, but i want you to know, ralph, that i AM willing to sacrifice whatever it takes to be with you and i AM ready. i will wait -- no matter how hard and painful it is.... i just hope that you will too.

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Monday, April 2, 2001

GO FERARRI XD XD woohooo im heppi even though schumacher didnt win... well, mclaren is also a fave team, but DAMN how unlucky can hakkinen get 0.o [his car run one warm-up lap but didnt during the start of the race 0.o] i also thought montoya would be able to make it, but verstappen had to fuck up 0.o wahah no im not being mean. im sure that accident was REALLY an accident.. but it wouldve been a great victory for montoya if he could keep his position up to the final lap. the weather was pretty ok. the rain wasnt as hard as the sepang grand prix, but it was still the reason why schumacher lost his first place. i guess its better luck next tym for montoya and hakkinen XD although im sure mika is pretty happy they got first place... i just wish his overall ranking was higher. =T schumacher and ferarri is still leading in terms of points earned. XD XD GO FERARRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII... -bounce-

i wonder if a girl would ever be able to drive an f1 cart. i hope they allow that. aside from being an assasin, a jet pilot and a samurai, another childhood dream i had was to be a racer. when i was in gradeschool i wanted to be a drag racer 0.0 when i was in high school i wanted to do those sega rally and daytona races...and now that im in college i wanna do formula one racing XD [and i cant even drive yet... well, PARKING PROBLEMS ;P, but speed is no problem for meeh]...

anyways i gotta go accompany mom eat lunch =T baibaiii

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

never friggin ask the tarot questionS about your personal relationships ;C

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

hahah i like this -- http://google.yahoo.com/bin/query?p=boy+dress+gwon&hc=0&hs=0

wahaha jiwon in a dress XD XD uhm yah someone write about that -nudges lez- well... speaking of jekki in drag FULAWARRR XD where's 'lies' XD XD XD ehehh oooh well, im still not finished fixing my room and the visitors aee supposed to arrive soon.. aigoo 0.0

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

HOT DAMN IT'S JIWON O.O woohoo lovely hair. i think i like him blonde too XD damn he looks great in everything [but that bald 'doo. XP] ... gah ill try to go to sleep now... 0.0 gotta stop think of bishies or ill never get any sleep -.- oyasumi minna--

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

waiiiiiii -excited bounce- i got the kuwami.net splash page up... now all i gotta do is cut up the layout image i made, study dhtml, and HTMLize everthing... 0.o woohoo. 5 percent progress XD

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

chibi, i uploaded 'KAHIT KAILAN' [go dload XD XD XD] by south border yesterday. i just forgot to link it. here's the lyrix and the bulok [sucky XP] literal translation...

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KAHIT KAILAN
Performed By: South Border

Nagtatanong ang isip [i keep wondering]
Hindi raw maintindihan [and i cant understand]
Kung anong nararamdaman [what i feel]
Dapat mong malaman [i need to tell you]
Sa puso ko'y ikaw lamang [that theres only u in my heart]
Ang nagiisa... [the only one..]

Refrain:
Pangamba, dapat bang isipin [//doubt//...]
Walang hanggan, asahan mo na [please believe that]

Chorus:
Kahit kailan, di kita iiwan [forever/for eternity, i wont leave you]
Kahit kailan, di kita pababayaan [for eternity, i wont neglect you //-.-;; bad trans//]
Kahit kailan, di magbabago [for eternity, this wont change]
Kahit kailan, kahita kailan [forever, forever ;p]

Bulong ng iyong damdamin [you heart whispers]
Pag-ibig na walang hanggan [eternal love]
Ang siyang nais mong makamtan [and this is what i need]
Ngayon ay narito ako [now, i am here]
Handang umibig sa iyo [ready to love you]
Na walang katapusan [love that will not end]

Bridge
Kung ikaw ay mawawala sa piling ko [if you will leave me]
Di na alam kung kakayanin pa kayang [i dont know if ill still be able to]
Umibig pang muli [love again]
Kahit na ano pang mangyayari [whatever happens]
Di maaaring ipagpalit [nothing can replace this love]
Sasamahan pa kita [and ill continue to love you]
Hanggang sa huli [until the end]

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wahah bad translation. but thats the best i can do at 1.30 am, with insomia... i hope you like it. i like it XD anyway, this is an old song but i dont think ill ever get tired of it... can u understand tagalog ba, chibi// 0.o

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

uhm.. allie, GACKT IS A GOD. XD XD my GOD. cal it blasphemy or whutt, but when i imagine God, i envision gackt-sama XD XD wahaha im so bad [badder than yoo -glomps ralph- hahah just playing baby. worse. worse. worse ;P //i miss yoo//]

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Saturday, March 31, 2001

i cant sleep. T.T ... hrmmm so let's blog... -blink blink- I WANNA SLEEP T.T... well, i was supposed to clean my room tonyt but i got lazy and decided to lie down on my bed and sleep then id just wake up early in the morning to fix my room. but ive been trying to sleep for 1 hour now...and i STILL cant sleep. stupid caffeine =T anyway, tomorrow theres a jrock party at my house. it actually starts at three so people can REALLY get to know each other and we could maybe do jrock concert and pv marathons.. 0.o i should definitely serve beer XD its so jrock ish... YEAH.. fried chicken and beer XD XD

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

waah jen is away T.T jen jen jen jen T.T come back and lets chattt...

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

damn it kara, u got me hooked on this song [love of my life - south border]. lol. i listened to it once and i loved it. thanks for such a good song ^_____^ but i'm afraid i can't sing along with u, i won't do the song any justice lol. he changes notes so quickly and it's so pretty but it doesn't sound as nice as his when i do it.
--chibi

wahahah what can i say.. its a lovely song XD XD so go DOWNLOAD XDanyway, i dont think anyone but brix [the vocalist of south border then] can properly sing the song. thats what nice with his voice XD he can reach the highest notes... and one of their techniques that i like is when he sings this really high pitch then the saxophone slowly enters the song and there are parts when you dont know if it still his voice or if its the saxophone already. thats what ''kahit kailan'' is known for. but i dunno if youd like that song. its in tagalog. say yes if u wanna hear ill upload quickly XD

anyways, jochan has a new blog layout and its the cutest hahah XD hwan hee is soo fucking cute. i thought the goldfishes were weird though 0.o wehehehe but FISHHHH XD XD fany fish XD wahahah

uhm... ohh jen is online XD let's go IM her...

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

jekkigirl, you DO realize that im already blind from reading your blog x.X i have a complaintttttt change the font colorrrrrr T.T please XD XD eheh anyways...

i love my lez hahaha -glomp- isnt this soooooo nice a mental mage --

They pulled apart, but their lips were still close to each other, as they were to cheek to cheek, Sung Hoon straddling Jiwon lap as he panted, his fingers desperatly trying to undo the strings to Jiwon's drawstrings and reach inside as the older boy's hands gripped on his tiny waist rocking him back and forth on his own hard member just making his young lover moan.
"Jiwonnie...off...get these off.."

XD XD jyunhoon jjangggg. i love lez.. i love lez.. i love lez.. i love lez.. i love lez.. i love lez.. i love lez. thank yooo XD XD XD XD XD

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

hey lez -glomp- imma whack linna for posting that IM -.-;;;; i was just playing. i know i cant make you love my hoon or anything =T i know i cant force people to love something. [sorta like i cant force people to love me -- ie - i cant tell hoonie to love me. cos i know he loves his jiwon XD] anyway, lez, i read the first part of the ficcie -glomp- have i told you how much i love it// haha its been a while since i read any lemon, and i gotta say, you ARE a better writer 0.o wahahah all my works are crap compared to yours. i dont know why you always have to please me, since im like, less skilled in writing than you. lez, you are a great writer and i want you to know you dont need my opinion to tell you whether your work is great or not. i am flattered though, that you value my thoughts that much -hug- hey i love hoon. and you dont have to LOVE THAT BOI. thats like.. the impossible haha.. yeah. miss you lots. ill talk to you laters k// i need to go cos i have to bring my dad to the airport. hes leaving for china =T

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

mmm i feel better after jogging XD great improvement in just ONE DAY XD well, i lasted for 30 minutes today.. yesterday i was reaally pooped after 20 minutes haha. fatass -.-;;;; and i was able to run for 5 minutes straight XD well, i still have a lot to do to get back into shape, but i think i have the will and determination now... XD XD GO WAMIIII -cheers for herself-

heeh XD ill go work on that new kuwamiNET layout now... XD XD

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Thursday, March 29, 2001

last friday i had my picture taken for my japanese visa application. and the cameraman was a bit frustrated cos he couldn't make me smile. i was frowning the whole time but i managed to give this weird smile, very fake, for the last shot. after the photoshoot [haha well, whatever you call it.] he asked me ''why is it so hard for you to smile 0.o'' and i told him ''cos im not happy...'' and he just gave me this weird expression like ''... ooookay ...'' and i apologized, got my stuff and left.

hang sang nae geh hwan ha geh oot neun nuh
geu ddae mah dah nuh eh geh ha goh ship eun mal ee ees uh nah

am i really that unhappy//

before i used to relate my unhappiness to my lack of freedom. i felt like i was [literally] caged in this house because i could barely go out, i dont know any of my neighbors and i couldnt spend time with my friends without my parents questioning me who where why when. but when i got into college, it was obvious that they were trying to give me more freedome and space since i got to go out more often and i got to stay out later and later. i could say i was happy about that since i felt like they were treating me the way they were supposed to treat eighteen year olds.

so i wondered if i still was unhappy, and i still believed i was.

i thought i was mistaking my unhappiness for loneliness. since i never had a boyfriend and i needed that special someone -- that emptiness filled. oh yes, i got crushes and all but nothing really happened. i made the first moves but i was sadly rejected. my body made me even unhappier since when i went to USA for a month i gained 20 pounds -.- dont ask me how. [so far ive lost those 15 pounds though. XD so im happy with that.] but i still believe im unhappy because im not sexy and im classified as fat.

call me superficial or whatever. but i want a perfect body. appearance means something to me to. besides it was part of the getting-a-boyfriend scheme. but then i met ralph, someone who learned to love me for who i am, and what i am. even if i was fat or not. i can say that i doubted his love before since i myself had a hard time believing that someone would ever like me that way despite my physical flaws. but i guess thats what love is all about. its loving the person for who she/he -- ugly fat or even stupid. loving their flaws and inabilities as well.

so i ask myself again if im unhappy or what...and i admit i am happy.

no, i dont have total freedom. ralph and my relationship has a lot of complications. and im still overweight. but i think these circumstances WILL get better if i want them to be. the first step to take is to accept them, then find an another alternative or a possible solution. and for now, enjoy, cherish. love and be contented with what i have... cos if i didn't, id simply be wasting them and would be taking them for granted. since nothing lasts forever, ill only realize what i've missed after theyre gone -- and that would certainly lead to major unhappiness, right//

sah shil eun nah neh gah joh ah
uhn jeh nah nuh reul ji kyuh jool geh

yesterday, i got the negatives and the copies of the pictures for my visa application. and they just had to friggin develop the pics with my fake smile.

i swear i looked better in the pics where i was frowning =T...

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Wednesday, March 28, 2001

why is it that ever since i put up this sexy yummy half-nekkid sleeping danny layout, ive been getting twice more hits than i usually do 0.o;; haha

anyway im in a great mood cos i shopped today and bought a lot of stuff. got some vanilla incense, gold eyeshadow cream, two tanktops and nice pair of hip pants XD and im eating this yummy bacon cheeseburger pizza right now XD so my keyboard is all greasy eheheh...laters ill go jogging again 0.o i have to. or else ill get fat XD besides that i got a new pack of west ultra. i have yet to see how it tastes... it sounds better than west ice XD i dunno...

uh.. yeah. ill go smoke XD laterz

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Wednesday, March 28, 2001

Baby I just want you with me We were destined to be
eej eu ryuh ha myun hal soo rohk

you know what, most fly to the sky songs have 'want' in the titles. XD 'what you want', 'i want you i need you', and 'i want'. theyre all nice songs XD i also like should i stay and retry... uhm... i dont like 'the promise' at all -.- whyd they use that for their comeback 0.o its soo... boring ;p keheheh but HWANHEE IS A BABE . oh yeah, im so glad theyre hosting show music tank XD theyre a VERY CUTE PAIR XD... really eheh like.. look at them all sweet and huggie-huggie [go read me a book too brian XD]

ginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -glomp- i forgot to tell you.. ehehe not like its happing tomorrow or anything, BUT IM GOING TO HONG KONG XD XD well, illonly stay there for a couple of days, to be more exact, on april 12 til the 15th. woohooo XD

I want you I need you tell you how I feel
I want you I need you Show my love for real

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Wednesday, March 28, 2001

i just wanna post all my IM messages alluva sudden 0.o i guess ish because i havent IMed for a month or something now hwhehehe

YeonieHoon: sigh...... Kuwami... I was just thinking of yours and Esca's gfics...
YeonieHoon: and I realized that I'm.......attracted to gay men!!!!
IWantHooniezASS: LOL
IWantHooniezASS: isnt it saddening T.T
IWantHooniezASS: youre like.... attracted to people whom you know will never even like you T.T
YeonieHoon: wuahhhhhhh....yesh it is.....I found out that the majority of the guys I'd liked in my life actually is gay
IWantHooniezASS: -glomp-
YeonieHoon: lol...... guys have it all man
IWantHooniezASS: XD XD XD YESHH DAMMIT... i wanna be a GUY XD
IWantHooniezASS: well i wanna be a gay bishie XDDDDDDDD

i mean, they have it ALLLLL. they have pretty faces and nice bodies.. and purty hair and eyes.... gay bishies have bishie boyfriends XD

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Wednesday, March 28, 2001

NETSCAPE SUXXXXXXXXXXX XP.. EHEH i just got a look on how my blog look on netscape.. and GAHHH its horrible 0.0... here how it looks like =T



erf.. terrible eh// -cringe- ...... at least danny still looks sexy XD

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

-cough- oh my god.. im gonna die 0.0 -catches her breath- aigooo... 30 minutes on the friggin threadmill and i can barely walk upstairs 0.0. sheeeezzzzz. talk about UNFIT XP

-brings out a cigarette stick and lights it- fuck my lungs and heart XD i still want my west ice... ehehehe

anyway, i know i gotta get back into shape. so ill be jogging on the threadmill every day from now on, until i can build up that 1-hr running endurance i was able to reach 3 months ago XD mmm by the time i get back to japan i should be 5 pounds lighter. wahaha ill surprise ryosuke and mayu XD

oohh yeah im all sweaty and sticky i better take a shower mweheheh. XP wuwu then afterward ill go light some incense [err is this the ryt spelling 0.o] and lie down on my bed and... err... reflect on the values and lessons i picked up from the crouching tiger, hidden dragon movie XD

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

T.T i finally saw it. and DAMMIT i was rendered speechless T.T just like gladiator. T.T -sniff- T.T waaaahhh. until now ... 0.0 [yeah, im like that...]

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

i love hoonie XD he has the bestest hair ryt now haha. i love all his hairstyles actually XD even lez agrees. mwhaha i wish i could make my hair like that 0.o

anyway ive been on AIM since this morning... and i just noticed that EVERYONE keeps on reminding me i have fics i need to finish T.T waaahhh hidoi yooo. eheh i hope inspiration starts kicking in soon cos i wanna write too XD i miss yaoi. i do XD XD

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

weeeeee i love yaoi XD XD im [iwanthooniezass] and jochan is [fierygoddess] XD

IWantHooniezASS: wahhaha I KNEW ITTTTTTT
IWantHooniezASS: the friggin bed is NOT PROPORTIONED XP
IWantHooniezASS: stupid teddy must be fucking danny hard every night XD they managed to wreck the headboard XD XD
FieryGoddess: AHAHAHAHAHAHA! XD
FieryGoddess: you've made my day O_O;;; ahahaha :D

but anyway, im happy ellek is writing me a short story XD its gonne ba a GOOOOOOOD short story with my hoonie in it. hehe lez is supposedly writing me a hoonie story XD XD waaiiii maybe ill go write a dannyxteddy short story again. they look adorable together XD haha i could write about 'the bed' mwhehehe... -sullung- =.=;; but before i start another fic, i best finish all the unfinished ones i have. especially that jyunshun for nanashi...

nanashiiiiiii where are you 0.o// i havent talked to you at all since i dunno when T.T go on aim soon.

so has everyone heard 'love of my life' yet///// YOU HAVE TO XD XD XD

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

hey, haha. yeah.. if you're wondering, im the one who drew that crap above... mwehehhehe anyway, i better go to sleep 0.o headache headache... ;c

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

i want EVERYONE to download this mp3, 'love of my life', by south border[a filipino band]. its this really lovely song i wanna sing to ralph. and i will XD XD well, sometime soon hopefully. waah, gotta start practicing... NOW GO SING WITH MEEEEH

LOVE OF MY LIFE
By: South Border

Oh, love of my life
Destined forever
I will be right here
By your side
No falling tears
When we're together
You know the joy
You bring to me

Refrain:

Never, there'll be no other
We'll share as lovers
Right from the heart
From my mind to your soul
I will give it to you girl
My every little thing
That I'm more than willing
I will give to you

Chorus:
Forever starts from now
I promise you
Lovin' you is all
That I can do
No one can take it
Away from me
Nobody but you

Now is the time stars will be bright
Our bodies will groove
All through the night
Come take my hand
Then we will fly high
Come on baby hear me say

Repeat Refrain:
Repeat Chorus

Bridge:

There'll be no time
For sad goodbyes
Without you here
I can't get by
Don't you go away

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Tuesday, March 27, 2001

woohoo XD new layout. you likes// well, i do. i hope it doesnt look too plain or too dull 0.o i changed this layout because noelle told me to XD soo there. u happy nowww -glomp- anyway, i have yet to add the height and width attributes to all the images, redo the gradient background, and fix/rearrange my blog links... but ill do those tomorrow. XD i hope everyone likes this design XD XD drool over danny------

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